I’m softcore,
I sing in the shower with the waterdrops
Hitting the floor.
I’m softcore,
I only drink booze under 20%
Nothing more!
I’m softcore
I don’t follow religion,
But vegetarianism my law.
I’m softcore,
I won’t watch films with
Blood guts or gore.
I’m softcore,
I read alot
But try not to be a bore.
I’m softcore,
I write sensitive poetry
behind my closed door.
I’m softcore,
I play acoustic guitar
because distortion makes my brain sore.

I AM A DREAMER I LIVE FOR MY DREAMS
CAUSE IN THE REAL WORLD MY HEARTS BEEN TORN AT THE SEAMS

MY FAMILY ACT LIKE THEY LOVE ME BUT DO THEY REALLY CARE
IN MY LIFE I WONDER HAVE THEY BEEN THERE

SO I LIVE FOR THE TIME WHEN I GO TO SLEEP
I LAY DOWN IN BED AND THAN I WEEP

THAN THE DREAMS SET IN I DREAM OF HIS FACE
AND I’M HELD SO TIGHT IN HIS LOVEING EMBRACE

SWEET NOTHINGS ARE WHISPERED INTO MY EARS
HE SETTLES MY WORRIES AS I LET GO OF MY FEARS

I DREAM OF HIM OFTEN LIKE HE IS A GHOST
THIS IS THE MAN THAT I LOVE THE MOST

 can’t make you love me but you say that you do
the worse part of all is i don’t think that its true

you don’t look at me the same since we had our kid
i’ve noticed it now even though you say that you did

its nice that you lie but it hurts even more
i’m at the point where i want to walk out the door

i love you so much even though you don’t believe
your the one man i could never decieve

believe me when i say this i’m at the point of goodbye
and if i stay in the end i will cry

i told my heart to stop beating cause he was not
here
i told my memorys to stop replaying of the times you were near

i told my baby its alright his daddy had to go away
that no matter what he loves him and he will be back someday

i try to tell him not to cry when he see’s a picture on the wall
i tell myself its all right even though you let me fall

i am sad about the way things turned out to be
but in a way i am happy you not with me

i met a great man and i am falling so fast
but i wonder how long this one will last

its been 4 months and it still hurts that your not here..
and it hurts even more knowing you are there

you are with her not knowing that i cry at night
not wondering what i’m doing are if i’m alright

do you think of me at all since you broke my heart
do you think of the lies are how you said we won’t part

do you feel bad for every slap across my face
those are the memorys i try to erase..

but its hard to do when you left me after all the abuse
after all the liies of love and every excuse..

in a perfect world you’ll love me and never go away
in a perfect world you’ll always be here to stay

in this perfect world in my mind everythings alright
we never have to argue we never have to fight

you hold me close to you and whisper loving words in my ear
everything i hope for, is every thing i hear

i wish i could stay forever in this perfect world of mine
cause everything i wish for, is everything i find

but sooner or later i wake up and its nothing but a dream
cause this perfect world i wish for is not so real it seems

i’m misunderstood by the one who care
or do they really there never there

i need someone to love me for me
i’m crying out but no one can see

no one trys to talk things threw
anymore not even you

love me for me or don’t love me at all
how come you watch as i fall

no one to help when i scream in pain
they all got each other but what do i gain

who’s there for me when i cry
no one to talk to they walk right on by

i need someone to help me threw
but anymore i dont even have you

you came into my life one quiet day
telling me you love me and wanting to stay

i turned you down until i new you good
and i kept wondering if really i should

as far as i new you were a nice guy
never making me second guess or asking why

but after 3 years together i finally can see
that it was something else you didn’t want me for me

but its to late for that cause i’ve fallen inlove
to me your my gift created from god up above

and we have a one year old that would never understand
if you no longer wanted to be my man