time for goodbye

its been 4 months and it still hurts that your not here..
and it hurts even more knowing you are there

you are with her not knowing that i cry at night
not wondering what i’m doing are if i’m alright

do you think of me at all since you broke my heart
do you think of the lies are how you said we won’t part

do you feel bad for every slap across my face
those are the memorys i try to erase..

but its hard to do when you left me after all the abuse
after all the liies of love and every excuse..

i took are your hits cause i thought i was inlove
i thought you were a gift sent to me from above

but i see it now it was alright to slap me till someone new came for you
you didn’t care about all you put me threw

i don’t want to love you but its hard to let go
after all of the years you made me feel low

how do you do it, how do you not cry
when will i have my chance to tell you goodbye

i’ll wait for the day when you say goodbye
that will be the day when i have my last cry