just four days ago your first birthday had past
and i still can’t believe how the year had went so fast

i remember when i first held you and looked into your eyes
i new then that i could have cryed

because you looked so beauitful from head to toe
and from that day on i vowed i could never let you go

the months they flew by quickly and than you said dad
and even though i was happy it kind of made me sad

when you started crawling i couldnt help but smile with glee
because i was just so happy that you belong to me

DONT PLAY GAMES WITH ME ANY MORE
IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE THERES THE DOOR
I CANT KEEP CRYING HERE IN PAIN
WHAT’S THAT LEAVE ME WHAT DO I GAIN
I MISS YOU SOMETIMES BUT I’LL NEVER SAY
THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND EVEN NOW TODAY
YOU’LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I’M HAPPY
EVEN THOUGH I TELL YOU I ALWAYS FEEL CRAPPY
WITH YOU IN MY ARMS I SPENT SOME OF THE BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE
I THOUGHT THAT EVUNUALLY I WOULD BECOME YOUR WIFE
THINGS HAVENT CHANGED INCLUDING ME AND YOU
I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR ALL THE YEARS AND ALL THAT WE BEEN THREW

SHE DIDN’T KNOW MUCH OF LOVE WHEN SHE WAS GROWING UP
PEOPLE AROUND HER DIDN’T SHOW IT ALL TO MUCH
SO HOW WAS SHE TO KNOW A BOY COULD KNOCK HER OFF HER FEET
HOW COULD SHE HAVE KNOWN ABOUT THE BOY THAT SHE WOULD MEET
SHE DIDNT THINK MUCH AT FIRST CAUSE HE WAS JUST HER FRIEND
AND THATS HOW SHE THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD HAVE TO END
BUT IT HAPPENED SO QUICKLY BEFORE SHE COULD EVEN BLINK
THOUGHTS ENTERED HER MIND SHE COULDNT EVEN THINK
SHE COULDNT TELL HIM HOW SHE FELT
SHE DIDN’T WANT TO HAVE HIS HEART BREAK OR HAVE IS HEART MELT

you meant to be my husband
i’m meant to be your wife

we belong together for the rest of are lifes

eteritys what we wished for and that is what will get
we were destined for each other from the day that we first met

i know you loved me longer this i know is true
all that matters now is i’m inlove with you

you mean the world to me though we tend to fight
but by day break everythings alright

i’ll never leave your side from now until forever
dont you know by now that we belong together

the hardest thing i ever had to do was walk away from you that day
so much we had sayed and so much left to say
i didn’t think it would hurt so bad when i’m the one who said good-bye
now i sit up in bed and all i want to do is cry
i know why i told you we were threw that night
all we did was argue, all we did was fight
you told me that you loved me but you didnt care
can you explain to me than why did you even dare
can you answer me now what can you do?
cause hunny it’s going to be hard to get over you
i thought that you would try and let us be

i can’t take the fighting or the verbal abuse
its time i take my heart and put it to use

i’ll find someone out there better for me
i’ll keep him close that you will see

i’m sick of you threats and the way you pretend your inlove
you think your gods greatest gift from above

why, i can see right threw your lies
and the way that you act pushed me to cry

i’m sick of being afraid to do the wrong thing
its been almost 2 months since i gave back your ring

daddy its your little girl writing to say hi
i was really young when you had to say good bye
i talk to you at night to let you know i care
I’ll never find out why you were never there
i think of you sometimes when i go to sleep
sometimes late at night i lay down and i weep
just to know your not hear to see your grandson grow
makes me hurt deep down just wanted you to know
you’ll never walk me down the isle when i marry my first love
i know you’ll be looking down and smiling from above
i will tell my son about you when he’s old enough to talk

moving congruently among beasts, i begin to advance to an absinthian version of shallow.
How did I get so astray?
why cant i resurrect between beatitude and despair.
possession can only be my absolution.
So be inclined to invoke my anatomy in order to fulfill this yearning for stable genesis.
while erasing the impertinent yellow hollow.
palpation is so indolent when I open my eyes to respire the winds’ acerb ventilation.
animated everyday with animosity and deep abysmal neurosis.
I crave to clamber away from this bottomless pit feeding off irenic ravines.

Don’t say "Good Bye" at all
Nobody knows when to meet
Keep a door open in the wall
Fits your visitors’ feet

As we’re still breathing
And feet walk everywhere
Surely, we will have the feeling
That we can meet and care

Certain steps in a book
That we should go, no choice
I remember how you look
And your charming voice

In a lovely dream we met
In the windy storm left
Forever or for the best
Let’s see what is the rest