Complete in darkness
Alone at last
Just music and
Memories of the past
So many regrets
All the pain
So many tears
Falling again
Around and around
Where does it end
Up and down
How did it begin
The truest of love
Ripped from the heart
Forever fated
To be apart
Beneth my feet
The world crumbles
Inside my head
The voices rumble
Beside me you were
Supposed to stand
Now the darkness
Even conceals your hand
All alone
In darkness lost
So very high

A moment in heaven
Eternity in hell
No one understands
No one to tell
Trapped in a whirlwind
Can’t get a grip
Still for a moment
And then I slip
Spinning and twirling
Completely out of control
So fast and so hard
Just need a hand to hold
The ache, the longing
Deep within my soul
Lost in the darkness
No one I’ve told
The darkness and pain
The hold so tight
Given up hope
On seeing the light
Swallowed by suffering
Digested by torment
Every view of life

Zackary Wayne
My lastborn son
My love, my life
You are the one
 
With your laughter and
Smile so bright
Into my life
You bring light
 
So full of love
Ready to give
Without you I
Could not live
 
Sweet and kind
Caring and gentle
Even when you
Were very little
 
By your side
I will stand
To help you grow
Into a great man
 
Everyday I
Watch you grow
How proud I am
I want you to know
 
So many things
I wish for you
There is nothing

Dustin Michael
My firstborn son
My love my life
You are the one
 
So smart, so silly
So cute and sweet
No one like you will
I ever met
 
Every day with you
I am blessed
Even when it’s my
Temper you test
 
So many things
I wish for you
I hope all your
Dreams come true
 
I love you with all
My heart and soul
I love you more than
You will ever know
 
By your side
I’ll forever stand
To help you grow
Into a wonderful man
 
I will teach

I wish I may
I wish I might
Hold onto forever
Hold on tight
 
Through our life
And times past
Love might come and go
But you are the last
 
Hearts merged as one
Soul’s entertwined
I am yours and
You are mine
 
Over the miles
Carried on wind
There is the sound
Of your tears again
 
Your soft tender voice
I hear in my head
Your warm loving body
I feel in my bed
 
Going through the motions
Our life together we separate
All the while suffering and

Do I know you
This stranger I see
Standing so graceful
Right before me
 
I have seen you
Somewhere before
In a swirl of mist
And I remember more
 
A memory of a kiss
A touch I can feel
Desire so strong
It must be real
 
Hearing your voice
Whisper in my ear
Close my eyes
I can feel you near
 
Feel the caress
So soft and light
Gone the desire
To leave the night
 
The heart beats faster
The lungs breathe deeper
The Eternal Master
The Forever Keeper

Dolphins galumph by
that strange yearning joy they bring
a good day to be

You are a writer.
Writers write, right?

I want to take you to the centre of the thousand little statues
and make love above their watching eyes.
I want to take you round the gallery,
show me your feelings,
I’ll show you mine.
I want to take you to my dingy room
and make love on the floor,
under the naked globe.
I want to take you.
I want to ask you your name.
I want to take you to my friends
and see you shy or sparkling.
I want you to take me to your friends
and see you proud or shamed.
I want to love you and teach you and feed on you.