Sometimes you hear

Heres a quater call someone who cares

But here’s the thing

It doesn’t take a quater

it doesn’t even take a call

All you have to do is take a little time

To say a simple prayer

Because God is always there

He lays in bed

With sadistic thoughts in his head

He looks to the left

Then to the right

His eyes stop on the gun and the knife

Wondering which one will take his life tonight

The black walls make him scream

Its all closeing in on him

Makeing it hard to breathe

No longer does he wish to see

He can’t handle the pain and blame to this degree

Just one more pill and he’ll be free

His soul is his final resting fee

He can’t stop the tears running down his face

The sound of screams

The agony of death

The many troops we’ve lost

This we call victory

To kill by our blade

To die by anothers

This is what we call peace

The world is given freely

Yet we still make claim

Killing life, instead of liveing

We throw bombs

Killing the innoccent

When we do this we damn our own

They call it right I call it wrong

We stand and die

What for,

The land

The children, the women

We call it protection

Then protect us

Against the test of time I stand

Sullen and frozen with my feet in the sand

The world moves on

But I stand still

I look at the person to my right

The sun fades to night

As I lean back to see whats in store

The clouds roll in as a black parade

Are they here to take the fallen

Are they here to release the saved

Only in this test of time

Will I find out what is to be

The bombs have been dropped

I can’t hear a sound

I look around once more

Crying for the ones on the ground

These black walls they make me scream

Your not there, not in my reach

So scared, so lonely

I don’t know how to feel

What is wrong, what have I done

Am I worth saveing

I close my eyes

Your the only one I see

The walls, they are my prison

I need color, I need life

Where are you, where have you gone

You left me here all alone

There’s no more me, there’s no more you

What should I do, I haven’t a clue

Hurry help me

Or I’m gone forever

These black walls they make me scream

How is it that things change so much

In  just a small amout of time

Your life can be changed so fast

Sometimes you just want to hit rewind

To see the times to you smiled

To hear the words others said

To look back to who was always there

To simply appreciate what you had

But do you wish

When you look back

That things hadn’t change

I wish I would have trusted

The ones I do now

I wish for all I have now

To be a part of my past

All of it together

Why is it I’m distant

A silent tear fell last night

No one saw, no one even had a clue

I never thought it could hurt

To simply say goodbye

You wouldn’t listen

You had already made up your mind

Youhurt me so bad

I had to pack and leave it all behind

Shattered to pieces

I will never be whole

Because of the pain you made me feel

Deep down inside

No longer will I cry

I will hide the pain

Continue life with pride

You haven’t won

I can still survive

Each night when I go to bed

I think of the day I’ve had

The smiles and laughs

The tears and the pain

Loveing my life day to day

Wishing for someone to care

Someone I can see and be with every day

We’ll have time to ourselfs just as well

Its all give and take

We’ll get along and carry on

I’d welcome something such as this

I love to cuddle

And being held close

As we share a passionate kiss

You hand meeting mine

Our bodies would grow hot

As your finger tips slide down my arm