Share a common interest and enjoy cheap thrills,

Laying down embracing be safe sleep well,

Midsummer and there's dancing, 

And there's the moonlight,

And you're with all your friends,

Where you were laughing so hard,

And Holding hands.

…

And i truly can’t relate -  to any of this!

And everything I’m holding inside just aches!

As reality bites me in the throat,

The killer blow,

It's not going to happen for me...is it?

...

I colapse to my back rasping

As parents, the hardest thing for us to  understand

Is that our children are not our children

However tight we hold their hands

We may love them and feed them

And teach them certain ways

But we can never own them

They’re only ours to raise

So a parent’s love is paradoxical

The very love we give

Is the love that they grow up with

And take out into the world to live

so why do we punish ourselves

When it’s time for them to let go

When we should be praising ourselves

Sheets white with semen

Soaked porn pages adorn the walls

Like crude wallpaper

She looks so cute

With nothing on but her bruises

If we’ve got nothing but the lust in our hearts

Then we truly have nothing to live for

Smile so sweet

The advantage of being nameless

And heartless

Cut the chord like her wrist

She is blacker than the night

In which we spent together

Black as night freedom calls to the winds.

Mine ever reluctant judgments fracture the clouds.

For when the ravens of the darkest breed descend

The death rattle of a heaven calls from the skies.

Have I allowed it to trade its only soul?

Share none with none, send the hounds in

Shade the eyelids, shake foundations.

Sever whatever ties bind this free thought.

This is the best way to die,

But living through it is getting worse as night approaches.

Taste the death of sincerity flow from the wound

 A flame still burning deep inside why did you have to go?

We never thought it would be true, oh how we loved him so.

Why did you have to leave us, why did you have to go!

We asked the Lord to answer because we loved him so.

A cloudy day it truley was, the day we all stood round, then

suddenly the clouds did part and a sunbeam touched the ground.

And as we looked up at the sky, we saw by heaven’s grace, nestled

in the scattered clouds, there shown our mother’s face.

The Lord had  truly answered, our healing can begin.

    When your day seems out of balance  and so many things go wrong,

    When people fight around you and the time drags on so long

     When most folks act like children and fill you with remorse,

      Go out into your pasture , wrap your arms around your horse.

     His gentle breath enfolds you as he watches with those eyes

      He may not have a PHD, but he is, Oh so wise!