ROADS II revised

ROADS IICan someone pleaseTell me where this road leads.I 've lost my wayAgain.Wandering in a moonless night.I had it all figured outPlanned and knew what it was all aboutDriven by the light of a steady heart.But there have been so many turnsSudden and unforeseen.Restless and vile awakenings.You seeIt’s not the Beast devouring me.I’ve learned to handle that  carefully.YetSomething is scratching at my soul.Alone but not lonelyI make my mark and see it through.YetSomething aches in me.The world is not what I expected it to be.No one to tell me what to doOn this earth or the “other side”Something is gnawing at my heartI’ve lost my stride.