Never

I've failed to realize the signs of long lost lovers
Intertwined in scarlett hopes of never meeting again,
These voices in my head
Tell me things that I only thought of and dreamed
I've tried to reconcile these impermissable thoughts
But nothing seems to be working now
My mind's eye only has blurred vision as I try to rememberWhen
I lost my heart to a boy withJade green eyes
And
A voice like crushed velvet
He took my juvenile part of me
And treated me as a lady
I took
His heart and kept it for
Myself
Till she came along
And ruined our perfect nirvana
And turned it to a nearly forgotten melody
With her lies and stolen wits,
She took him from me,
And made him hers
My head aches and my eyes burn
From unshed tears as I reveal my true self to him
He gives me a mere glance andWalks away
Leaving me feeling so vulnerable and lost.
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It's like I've forgotten how to live
When I pass him in the street
I remember how my heart used to flutter
When he'd call out my name.
It was like nothing else existed or mattered
When we were in our moments
The world could end
We'd only care for a second in time