The Dirty, yet Sturdy, Nerdy, Wordy Hurdy-Gurdy Man

I can emulate my own, best amigo
or my fiercest, and worse enemy;

I also could end up easily, beside myself
continually, convicingly arguing things over, and over with, me!

However, whatever I'm feeling down inside
will usually fade, and disappear from my view;

unless, of course I see right through myself
with my hidden agendas all shining through.

Plus, I even seem to be more confused, of late
and so unsure of which facts I should give;

I actually did want to get my whole story, straight
but I've been indicisive, and so, argumentative.

I've also been so, very distant
and long-distance relationships, suck!

I then became wistfull, and serendipitiously
took turns, taking sides, with no luck.

Now, finally convinced I am trustworthy
I've made an example of myself plain to see;

if the most unheard of thing I have heard of
in the long run, will still sound good to me!

I honestly can't say, that I honestly care
to side in with one who can't, or won't say;

exactly what each of his minds, think
and which one will soon get, his own way!