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Glass Swept Under the Rug
How dare you leave the marks on her face
slamming of a cold door so long ago
because of you agony rips open every
screaming shadow on the wall.
There are days darkened by remnants
of glass shattered across the
kitchen floor
broken bottles
screeches when you’d
hit my mother
again.
The house was never a home
it was a shiver of the trembling bone
the violent once upon a time.
I hated you a little more
every time your fist would touch
her face
bruises over her eyes the next day
told the town the whole damn story.
Still they turned away
I still remember
I still remember...
You screaming outside a locked door
crumpled down by the stairs
sobbing like a child
flashes of you standing, screaming
everything was wrong
I still hate everything about you
still want to stand there and scream
at you
make it done
isn’t it over
and then there are the things
no one else
knows...
The cries in the bedroom
when you were through
with me.
Slaps across the head,
flinching every time
you stood in the doorway.
Mother is the strength I had
that you never knew
your hands around her neck
look of innocence when the cops would show
they never did a thing
he was your drinking buddy anyways
didn’t care about the blood stains on the floor
remains of the war from the night before
there was no
shelter
there was no
being saved
there was just
pain
You could never put her in the place
you wanted.
Your fists tried to keep her there
but she was always tougher than you.
The bruises might diminish
the blood can be wiped away
glass swept under the dusty rug
cracks in the walls reveal the secrets
still hear that little girl screaming
stop
no more
you’re a monster
That little girl still lives within
She still cries at the things you’ve done.
She is still afraid of you.
I will never forget
the marks on mother’s neck
the fear of her ending dead in your hands
bruises on her face
the ripping of poetry, the story that
held the secrets, the day I almost
gave up a dream completely
I guess I wouldn’t be writing this
if it weren’t for you
if I had really given up then
You still live on, you get to
be drunk again, sleep it away.
They say I need to just
forgive and forget
just deal with it.
But to forget would let you
get away with it again.
I’d like to see them
live through it then “just deal with it”
I remember.
Soon the world will know too
You won’t hide under
my bed anymore.
Critiques
magics02
15 years 11 months ago
Morg!
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
Thanks Mona ~Peace~
Beauregard
15 years 11 months ago
You must remember
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
As always, Kels, your
DawningDaytripper
15 years 11 months ago
I know the song you speak of
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
Thanks big sis! Peace
Esker
15 years 11 months ago
retake power
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
Thanks Esker, appreciate it.
scribbler
15 years 11 months ago
glass
Beauregard
15 years 11 months ago
You don't have to forget
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
Scribbler, my only question
scribbler
15 years 11 months ago
forgiveness
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
I totally hear what you’re
magics02
15 years 11 months ago
Morg
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
Thank you, Mona, however I
magics02
15 years 11 months ago
Sorry Morg
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
I’m very aware women can
magics02
15 years 11 months ago
Morg
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
Christina Aguilara -
magics02
15 years 11 months ago
Thanks Morg
Geezer
15 years 11 months ago
As brutal...
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
Thanks Gee ((HUGS!!!)) Good
Rett
15 years 11 months ago
Good write daughter
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
AGREED Dad!!!!! Fatal at
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
Update-
ANC1996
15 years 11 months ago
Woohoo (:
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
Thanks lil sis!!!! Peace
Seren
15 years 11 months ago
Just realised the comment I
Morgana Tragic…
15 years 11 months ago
LOL not a worry, Seren, Neo