Undefeated

i don’t know what to say

I’m confused

this weird felling of nothingness

of non-acceptance

my feelings change like stock markets

it’s almost an outer body experience

like I’m on the outside looking in

i have no control over my feelings

my mind floats around unsure of what to think

the minutes change slower than my feelings

people get annoyed with me

and my ever changing mind

undecided but undefeated