DRIVEN

" (I expend the night beneath the shaded light)" in short that line is just a starting point as to where i spend my evening in doors under the room light, where i live is sparsely populated so hence my use of "backwoods" next lines " once aggrieved lost love concieved once then again " this is regard to my two kids which i don`t see as much as i want to and have missed out so much as they have grown up now 10 and 11, even as i hear all about what they get up to and give them all i can it`s not the same as living daily with them so hence the words i use its a loss of sorts. when i said " "once then again" that basicly to ME means both my kids a sort of loss on what i have missed out on . next lines " yet still the bastion of my barron estate becoming the outcrop of my fasination ", this is about where i live which is where we all lived as a family," bastion" meaning projecting part of a fortification " meaning this is how i see my self a lone figure standing out from where i dwell/live. the line "becoming the outcrop of my fasination " outcrop, meaning part of a rock formation that sticks out of the earth, and as a stonemason by trade that is something i take great pride in and do enjoy hence my choice of words. next line "simillarities blending thoughts projecting towards the azure sky " the first part of that line is a follow on from the end of last verse the simillarities blending between the outcrop/stone formations and my love of it. and how i often am found day dreaming my thoughts ascending. " soft whispers the pattern of broken silence" this is a rememberance of days thoughts conversations that when remembered as i do i smile as where i say remembering the best of it the cream. lastly " rousing overtones of scattered conversations is just a summimg up of the previous verse as to wake up different meaning to things that happened and how our opinions of them can change, thats it i know none of this is totally clear to see i my words but it`s how i choose to write right or wrong good or crap i don`t really care what others think to much and that is why i don`t explain my poems to often as others might take something very different from them and my explaination can ofset what others MIGHT be able to take from it , lol so now i did this just for you xena...............zigs