Burning Questions

Today
I mourned for you...
I shed a thousand tears
while each hour felt like years
My love for you
satiates my soul
but inside my heart's a hole
You left me
alone
after all the promises
of never doing
exactly what I feared you would do
most ...
Will I never kiss your lips again?
Never hold you?
Never hear the voice
I love most in the world?
Will I ever see your face?
Look into your eyes?
Penetrate your soul?
I would give anything
to read your mind
to know if you mourn the loss
of me...
If you feel the pain
that plagues me...
Do you think of me?
Do you still want me?
Do you long for me?
Will I ever, ever
get to love you
The way you deserve to be loved...