I'm No Longer There

I'm sitting here
all alone,
Abandoned, pregnant,
With no one to
call my own.
You left me with constant lies,
Ringing in my head,
Confused, disorientated,
You might as well left me for dead.
I don't need you,
I have my friends by my side,
They've seen the oceans,
I've cried and cried.
So I sit on this swing,
Remembering the times,
You've rehearsed in your head,
All the lines.
You lied about who you
were with,
What you do,
You even lied to me,
Saying I was the only
one you screwed.
You flirted with my friends,
Blamed them too,
But guess what?
It was all you.
You were the one who wasn't
true,
I'll not take the blame,
Who stands by you now,
Whilst others take aim?
'You cheating scum',
Yet I still loved you so,
The smartest thing I did,
Was turn and go.
So tell me now,
Who do you call,
To pick you up,
As your worlds starts to fall?
It won't be me,
I won't be by your side,
Neither will the others,
To whom you lied.


(Written for a friend)