Dormant Energy

Peeled down to nothing,
My heart drums vigorous thoughts,
Days begone bring zings,
The cloud of conscience evades, nonsense fills,
Distress silences.  Then anger bursts.
A barren new life fills the past,
A nuke-blast.  Terrible burst.
Now, namby-pamby minds
Tremor.  Past lives in radiation.
Hey!  Hiroshima reconstructed.
My mind is lame, deformed.
War mementos make a tomb.
We are after power, corrupt authority.
When we govern, it covers ignominy.
Clouds recast.  Designs get reprinted.
The comet of hope brings destruction.
For it is a premonition of ill-omen.
Peeled down to nothing--
Onions we are.  Tears coming
Mind's molecules cannot mollify. 
 Stagnant future constantly haunt.
Oh! please soporify me.  Let me be content.
That drowsiness may enlighten
And enable me to cry:  "Stop!
Stop the fission.  Stop the implosion.
Stop explosion.
Let my energy be dormant!"