I Dont Understand

Talking back to my parents, they don’t like my tone

Living in this damn world completely alone

Doing everything, I rely on myself

On the occasion I ask for a life vest

I’m being thrown an Anchor

Don’t wanna wake up today bad will always occur

Sick of all the pain

Sick of questioning if I’m even sane

Dreams sickening, death and slaughter everywhere

Waking up I’m in shock, cant breath like there’s no air

Mixing up the difference between dreams and reality

Need help keeping me down, starting to feel like there’s no gravity

Confused and yet I find it funny

Met a girl not to long ago, her life’s ten times worse

Makes me wonder how she can easily survive

When I got it better, yet to live I have to strive