No Eyes

I walk this earth in search for a cure

The decease I’m not sure

It really hurts deep, deep down

On my face there’s always a frown

No matter who I’m with I’m always alone

My heart is hard like a stone

Everyday I will bleed

Help is what I need

My whole life I’ve been abused

My whole life I’ve also been used

I do seem happy all the time

But I’m not that’s why I rhyme

All the time I want to die

And when people get suspicious I always lie

No one must know

That my life is so low

Every day I drink

Is there a link

With my depression

And rhyming obsession

So many questions

So many obsessions

So much blood so much pain

So many losses not one gain

No matter who you are I will hide

No one must know how I feel inside

Sometimes I go to a place in my head

And in there I am dead

The blood in my veins is so cold

And in my life there is nothing to hold

My parents hate me

And no one can even see