Betrayal

You whispered twas fear led your heart to stray
you needed space, time away
i set you free, go find your self
put our love in a box up on the shelf
along with tears, the shock, the pain,
washed away by numbness
like cold winter rain,


each day i awake, wait for IT to come, but IT never does,
all i feel is numb,
i don't think of her wrapped, coiled, in your arm's, 
words once mine,
dripped on her,
used like charms.
cold lost void inside,
but
life goes on have my pride,


slow penetration pin pricks
you lied,
do you know what i offered do you know what you've done?
you have taken my everything, my happiness, my sun, 
WHAT i offered i scream
till I'm blue in the face,
was my soul,
all my goodness
all my love all my grace.


Was it worth nothing? this gift i bestowed, this trust, wrapped in truth
lined with love, paved with gold?
and for what was it worth? all your time? all your space?,
nothing for me, but a slap in the face,.
i ask you again, do you know what you've done?
you've taken my goodness,
and I'm twisted now to nothing but numb