Forever Not to be Together.

I have the strength.
The strength to move on.
Move on after you are gone.

When your gone I will be fine.
At least I will try.
Try to be fine.

I can do it with some help.
Help from you in your afterlife.
But if you move on without helping me
I will understand.
Understand that you have moved on.

Moved on without me.
But I know that I will see you again.
See you again in Heaven.

But if you are not there
I will write your name on a gold stair.
So that all the angels can see
just how much you mean to me.

Then I will move on the way you did.
Knowing that you are not with me.
Not with me to wipe my tears away from my eyes.
My eyes that are crying for you.
You to come back to me.

Even if it is only for a day.
I will know that you were here.
Here to wipe my tears and tell me that it is OK.

That it is OK for me to move on.
Move on without you.
But I will know that you are in Hell.
And I can't help.

I can't have you for not even a day.
I can't help you out of that place.
And that I can't do anything. Anything with or without you.
Without you here I am nothing.
Nothing but an angel.
And I can do nothing but cry.
Cry and wish you are here.
Here with me.And I know that you are forever with the Devil.
And I am here forever with my Savior.
My Savior Jesus Christ. I don't understand how you got there.
Or how I got here.
And all I know is that,
I miss you.
I love you.

And that I wish you were here.
So we can sit on that gold stair.
The gold stair that I wrote your name on.