What do you mean "a break"

Your words caught me by surprise

delivered by a flying dove,

hit  me like an icy wind

blowing through the tunnel of love,   

what do you mean you want a break ?

“what’s  a break?”

You mean a cup of tea and a biscuit,

Id just mopped up

the other flood,

my door wide open,

never should’

have nailed  the Mistletoe up above,

but  a wounded cupid ain't a stud.

The words blew through my bones

like a didgeridoo,

using my body to play the tune,

 bounced around  inside my head     

destroying dreams my soul had fed,

“homes, kids, pets , the play,

the pretty clouds of yesterday,

now packed with water

black n grey,

they now  gathered to the fray,

the sleepless nights

 Im yet to feel,

make the word,

 sound so surreal,

A break   

a break ,

that sounds so fake,

So!

What DO you mean

“ you want a break?”