I know..., I should...

I know, I should keep and nurse my prideI know, I should let go and step aside I know, I should grow and take it like a manBut, this is what I am doing here, goddamn I know, I should escape and set the sailI know, I should forget believing in my fairytale I know, I should close my eyes, ‘cause I’m dreamin’ of youI know, I should give in and what I am supposed to do I should already know that you are gone and start to growI know, I should, stop thinking about what I should already know