predetermination

Ironically I am loved when You feel unwanted
While when you are wanted I somewhat feel haunted

You say there's nothing we can do
I say we're seperated only by very few

Your interpretation kicks in insane
I find myself in trouble to explain

You're like a martyr, somehow constantly stressed
I am a lurker, denial reposes inside your chest

With every dawn that befalls our going
Secretly continuous my love's still growing

When understanding lacks till it is missing
I am deliberately finding pleasure reminiscing

Now that the cat has got my tongue
Something's strangely imploding inside my lung

Gracious consolation shell serve my tantalized soul
Degrading the effort of obtaining the meaning's whole

Yearning the verbal perfectibility, smothered driven to despair
For someday I will maybe know what makes you believe I do not care

Pure we arise the unmitigated symbiosis
Gratuitous disbelief masterminds cardiac neurosis

Predetermined we once undergo our freedom again however
So our hearts remain together whether always or forever