Forbidden and Hidden

I am confused, broken and blank.Staid because you are so close but I cannot touch.My keeper keeping the distance I only long to be near.Smiling like you need me and touch like you want me,but I am fearful of returning the favor.I long your hand to be in mine, sneaking a brush of your warm flesh.Out of breath when I cannot serve you,but this fantasy affair can only last so long.He will be here soon and you can no longer be mine for I am his.His wrath is my fear and love but you are my love and passion. You are my hidden desire, and my forbidden sin I have already committed.