Heavens Tears

Org This is about my heartache longing for love for existence. to have someone to share to walk and talk with as others do As i sit in the rain i observe the elements around me being so alone solitary sitting there like waiting for the tram or train that will never ever come seconds turn into hours the rain increases hard and fast like the tears i have shed my emotions tugged at my heart again............ But again as i walk passed shop windows the refelections i see is just me - alone but ghosts appear i see the face of the one i long to see for an instant is is as clear as day then when i try to look further it fades slowly away into the darkness disappearing like drowning back down into the oceans deep and dark - did i imagine this? did i really see? or was it just my heart playing tricks on me?........................................ But back to the reality it is just me - people pass by the noise is deafening there they are the great public going about their business and me in a different dimension. The people they rush by walking talkng screaming shouting laughing all a buzz but there am i in the darkness in the shadows unseen but maybe I am just a blur............ Just my soul calling out to my soulmate and he appears but he is always there in my head my heart and soul............... Just me rambling on always longing to be loved....to give me a reason to exist! Blue so lonesome blue

C R I will reply later just off to work. Crying in the rain is the best as no one can see the heartache inside of me just longing to be loved Electric blue