If I Could Only Say to You

If I could only say to you, half the things I wanted to,

Would you say them back to me or would you simple disagree?

You might think that I’m obsessive or neurotic, but without you my life is simply quite chaotic.

When I am feeling lost and drained, you take away my sadness and pain. Whenever I may be feeling blue, all I need is to think of you.

You give me your sweet smile and I know I will be happy for a while. You cheer me up and raise my spirits greatly, I’ve been thinking of you quite a lot lately.

I miss you though when you’re not around, in my eyes tears surround and I feel like the world might end, I would miss you most because you’re my friend. You look after me and keep me sane, my hopes and fears you ascertain.

When I feel sad or alone, I wish that you I could clone. You really are so nice and sweet, in your company I feel complete. You truly are one of a few, who I would like to say “thank you” to. You make my life that bit more bearable, without you it would be just terrible.

You raise my confidence and self-esteem, when I’m with you I feel we’re a team. You give me hope and make me feel needed, all my expectations of you have been exceeded. You are such a wonderful person, if it was missing you my life would worsen.

You give much more than you could ever know. Your warm and loving kindness gives off a radiant glow.

Oh why can I not let my feelings show? Of my shyness why must I refuse to let go? If only I could express my feelings true, and say everything I wanted to. Would you think of me a fool? Would you ignore the golden rule?

For me it is difficult to say how I feel, I am like a jar with an awkward seal. I want to express my thoughts more clearly, I care for you most sincerely.

If I could only say to you, half the things I wanted to, would you say them back to me or would you simply disagree?