Clock

Org I have many clocks in the house but I do not wind them up as it will always be the deafening sound like being a bell tower. It echos so loudly as there is only me. But I hear the clock inside of me my heart beating so loud and feel my blood pumping around my body all automatically. Robotic. So I liken myself to the mechanisum of the clock watch the cogs turn in unison tick tock slotting into each groove so easily amazing to watch tick tock. I love science I would love to be an astronaught above the earth looking down floating beyond this universe. I love machines the wonder of how each part is as important as the next as all parts are needed without the one link the chain breaks down. I am without the one link so difficult to move on I think of the inventors where they get their ideas and bring them to fruition it is amazing. Electric Blue

Orgami Yes I am interested in many things. I have a thirst to learn about all things. When I was at school in my day only boys were aloud to do science astronamy woodwork and alike. Of course you all grew up around machinery cars and working machines it tractors heavy moving equipment Not a girls thing. That is so sexist. Why cannot a girl or woman be interested in these things too. Yes maybe i am weird but would love the oportunity even now to get in get my hands dirtly. I can dig the earth clear the land plant the new seed and harvest it. I would of loved to have done all these things but in my day a womans place was in the home tied to the kitchen sink. They had to cook and sew and provide for the family they were not meant to have a brain or want to do anything other than the family which of course is very important. As for me I would loved to have been able to try out and be an anstronaught to be able to explore an new continent by sailing the high seas or travelling through the jungle and finding a Myan or Aztec unknown city or discover a new tomb in Egypt be the first to enter and feel the spirits left their WoW or to find an under ground cavens like my secret grotto etc to investigate all things. I could go on and on. Well I do investigate a lot of things in my job as you know forensics finding out searching etc. But I think the most wondrous mechanisum is the human body. I love to get in there and see how it all works and what makes it work because underneath no matter what race we are strip away the outside and we are all the same underneath. As with nature which i love how does a flower grow - how is it that each petal each leaf is so perfectly formed but in such an aray or different species as with trees they may be of one kind in as much an oak or silver birch or the big red wood. but each tree branch leaf live a life of their own as with people we are all different. I love to watch insects - ants running around repeating their journey back and forth each knowing what their job is. Then watching snails taking ther time also making their journey I can watch for hours all sorts I was looked down on for being interested in what they called doing boy things such as the war re tanks and aircraft ships etc. But that is me. I want to know - dig in - find out. Just because that is me. It is all a clock in a way as each piece has to fit to make it work. We are all a clock in a way. We all move constantly automatically inside until a spring goes and sieze up for one reason or another guess what arthritis and old age creeps in no matter how well oiled we are. Just me seeing the similarities. Thank you my friend for taking the time to look at my poem

Dee Thank you for your comments. Time is all I have but fleets by to quickly. We are all cogs in this world and we meet and slot into different spaces and time when we cross another sliding so easily like hand in glove between two souls. Forensics I have to deal with this daily so hopefully very observent re evidentual exhibits needed etc. Yes this is my picture it is just about a year old. I was with some artist musician friends I was asked to do some modeling re a photographic project of course i am game for everthing. My late husband took this picture I will have to find a way to show the whole picture. I will set the scene. My artist friend has set of a project in his garden. four ladders set in a square with a six foot pane of glass resting in the centre about six feet off of the ground. I am standing on the pane of glass wearing black leather fringed boots black leotard mini skirt with silver stars fringed black leather fitted jacket with many silver zips blue hair blue nails on a beautiful sunny day. My artist friend lays on his back underneath the glass taking photos with the sky as the background the photos were amazing. Great perspective. I just love sharing with my artist/musician friends this is the only place i feel so alive. I have a thirst for learning. I am like a sponge. I soak up information just take everything in but yearn for more. New experiences live for each day. Enjoy the moment as this can last forever always electric blue