Closure

I need closure but my pride wont allow me that privelege,

I know I need to talk to you and get this over with,

But I will never admit it,

I need closure so that I can look into your eyes,

And not see the many times those eyes brought me a smile,

I am seeing someone now, and so are you,

But I don’t have the closure I need and frankly I think neither do you,

Why did we end on such an abrupt high?

Memories of that phone call I recount so many times,

I want to call you are a coward,

I know I can never do it to your face,

You never even had the balls to break up with me face to face

I just want to close this chapter in my I don’t want to be mean,

But before that happpens I need to open up and release the real me,

The me that has been suppressed inside,

The me that never got closure from your pathetic excuse of a human being,

I can’t  believe you call yourself a man

You can’t even admit when you are wrong

I was not the one having an affair,

It was your dick that was always in the air,

You know something I don’t need your closure,

I found it in my strong composure,

Because after you left me I still held my head up high,

And guess what negro, I didn’t cry