Bursting

Hey my Beki, I understand that sense of feeling embarrassed about stuff you've written after the fact. If it makes you feel any better, I have felt like that here a few times when I've spilled my guts about the pain & awfulness I felt about my last romantic interaction. There are times when I look back & read it like an ugly purging & wonder how apropriate it is, seems to happen most with you & Gee, I can think of a few possible reasons, I just have to hope I'll be forgiven & that others might have some compassion about it & let it pass, I have to trust that I might be allowed such transgressions & be forgiven, since I do try to learn from it, & thats how I feel about you... Not that I feel you have transgressed at all my friend, in fact I don't feel you need to label it as such, but I do understand, I feel you should be gentle on yourself about it, I think we all are. I guess that's care. I love the way people here seem to care for each other. It's no big deal to give someone reassurance anyway, I think you shouldn't worry about it, I don't, love ya babe, it's easy! As for Geordi, I took he & his mate to see a movie tonight, Geordi chose it & was excited to share it with us. It was beautiful, he is changing, but the film choice was brilliant. "The boat that rocked" & he knew I'd love it & know every song in the whole film, we both did because he's always had a huge exposure to music in his life, but suddenly we are occupying a similar space with him maturing, it's a nice thing, & possible because of that easiness created in his early life, no doubt you will have something similar with your Omi. xxx Anni ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "...We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? ... Your playing small doesn't serve the world..."