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I dunno my dearest moonman, and perhaps it is good that I *don't know* some things. It seems shortly before Michael died, I was lusting in my heart, another man had caught my *eye* and took my breath away. Did it happen because it made Michael's death a bit easier? Or did Michael know, and so he knew I wouldn't have been faithful (I've always been faithful in the flesh). The extreme irony of the universe is that his previous lover, left him for exactly the same sort of man, same *profession* as the one who turned my head. Did Michael know somehow? Perhaps we would not have been Lovers-in-the-flesh, as it so turns out often enough. His former lover, told me the story that he knew she would be his *last*. He even indicated (which she dismissed) that he had only 6 months to live. And so it happened. Michael would often say our *Ka(bir) and Kailashana (Buddha-natures)had agreed to this long before we were. It's a good thing I know not. However, in any case, I am alone, and what Michael offered was a quiet life of gentility, I still wanted to be a recognized Poet & spiritual teacher, a world-traveler and peace activist (whatever that means). Now I am nothing, once again. Love. It takes all kinds of love to make *experiences happen*. ~a

That's such a human trait, isn't it my moonman? Thinking we are alone in our angst. When in truth, though we deny our *darker* feelings, we (at least poets ;-) know how to make lots of lemonade. So what can humans leave behind? Love? Words? Memories? Good Acts? Horrible deeds? Yup. Hugz of love, Anna

Yes. 4 seasons of my heart have passed barely noticed.... a flip of a page... a shudder of ecstasy...a rage of tears...a rose of memory beneath the snow. There are chords when once struck, vibrate into infinity. Love is one of them. Yours in Love, Anna "We have to try to get rid of the notion of time. And when you have an intense contact of love with nature or another human being, like a spark, then you understand that there is no time and that everything is eternal." Paulo Coelho

as long as sunrise remains and there grows a red red hibiscus i will dream for what are dreams if not a rainbow? ~A "We have to try to get rid of the notion of time. And when you have an intense contact of love with nature or another human being, like a spark, then you understand that there is no time and that everything is eternal." Paulo Coelho

True 'nuff. lol. I have nothing/no-one else. Hug. ~A "We have to try to get rid of the notion of time. And when you have an intense contact of love with nature or another human being, like a spark, then you understand that there is no time and that everything is eternal." Paulo Coelho

sometimes i wonder, really now, where DO the words come from???? thank you O.... ~A "We have to try to get rid of the notion of time. And when you have an intense contact of love with nature or another human being, like a spark, then you understand that there is no time and that everything is eternal." Paulo Coelho