Heartbroken

I know your pain is done,But mine has just begun. My feelings are raw,With the things that I saw. Why did you have to go,Only god will ever know, The pain is fresh and deep,However  forever will I sleep. Back and forth I blame myself,I can see your picture on my shelf. I cry when I  go to sleep at night,Your love will shine forever bright. As I stare in to the  star filled dark,I think of how you made your  mark. Loyal and true,all the way through. Always your friend, till the very, very end. They tell me I will be OK,That's not how I feel today. I want you back, I will make a dealI will sign it in blood with a seal. Just come back to me, you will  see.Even tough God was the one that set you free, This just can't be the answer for you and me.This dyeing business sucks, don't you agree, I wish the world could stop for me and you,with only our  memories to see me through. My big beautiful baby, it just can't be true,Just thinking of you can turn me blue. I will never again save you from that tree.or clean your coat and scratch that flea. Oh God can you hear my plea,can you ever give him back to me. And to my surprise God spoke to my heart.He will he will be waiting in heaven, he get's fresh start.                      Written by  Julie Tabor 9/9/08In loving memory of Stranger the best Damn cat ever.          Unknown---12/20/2003----9/1/2008