Birthday Miracle

Another year almost gone by.
Becoming another year older.
I'm hoping this year will change.
As I slide downwards
to another milestone decade
maybe my birthday cake wish will finally transpire.

To graduate
and have the stress
uncertainty
and bare to the bone work
finally pay off
in a good career

And that this time
my visions of stability
will be a reality
instead of a repeat
from the years past
in an industry I thought was forever

And instead of wasting my time
creating technology
for stupid gadgets that no one needs
I could use my education wisely
and help people instead
and not come home every day
angry with myself for supporting an industry
which benefits no one.

So birthday Gods, if you're listening
as my wish gets carried up though the smoke
of multiple smoldering candles
I pray that this year you'll take heed
I am weary
I am despondent
and I'm counting on you
for a birthday miracle.