Kali (2)

i still don't get it....
what more do you want from me?
i can't smooth and soothe your ego
from morning to night,
i can't handle the mission
to bring you happiness

not that i'm complaining all that
much, but you see
it's really really hard for me
to understand why you should
want the only thing i can not ever
give you back...

only i can take your anger and give
you nothing in return

please forgive me i never meant to
be me, to wear your head on this
golden chain and fade from pale to black.