one drunken night

  i stumble and fumble the words that drain from my mouth i drop them to you and allow my heart to unfold theres so much i had always wanted to say but have always found myself too afraid on my phone i dial and hear the ringing tone i speak words i never wanted to say but with no regret i allow everything to come out nothing short lived and nothing forgived all i know is this Every time i try and love you i get thrown away i tried and tried but i care too much On this night i called you to say i hate you but i miss you so damn much