Ode of I

Ode of I

Weary am I now

for this thing called life has not been kind

weary am i now

I'm about to lose my mind

Troubled am I now

so burdened down by thought

troubled am I now

This battle to survive, no longer can it be fought

pained am I now

bye malicious, calculated actions

pained am I now

cornered by my fears, stunned by my reactions

escape for me now

would bring about welcome release

escape for me now

would bring about much needed inner peace

Scared am I now

for control is rapidly slipping

scared am I now

this fear within seeping slowly through, brutally crippling

Hopeless am I now

all resources drained

Hopeless am I now

oh please! Help me, from faith i have abstained

angry am I now

at all that surrounds me

angry am I now

for of struggle and pain I am seldom free

Lost am I now

left with nowhere to turn

lost am I now

Oh how these tears have started to burn

Defeated am I now

for I have fought till I can no more

defeated am I now

my courage has failed me, disappeared through the door

weary am I now

I beg for inner strength to return, to once again flow

weary am I now

for if strength does not return, straight to hell is where I'll go.