revolutionary scar

see the trees across the feilds

scarelet yellows orange and tan

its that time again

to try to hide what it is that

i cannot understand

why wont years bury my dead

i tried to say it wont affect me

run run ahead

i keep my days so long inside

its inside

inside

where answers lie

keep turning from that

little boy lost long ago

along the way

i know not what ive just become

with missing so much inner

wealth

but heres to the two and their

seekings selves

footsteps leading

footsteps fleeing

just need something to

take me away

take away this ache

this hole

sometimes i look down

and i cant find my

shadow in the pain

of the day

and then i wake up

with a nightlong

full of unresolved

hour

god grant me the courage

im lost again

..O..