I Perceive

I Perceive

and

forceful
is the presence

I feel
the darkness

that
protrudes
from you

is choking me

you have such
wonderful
and controlled
despair

even
your subconscious
has
a life and power
of its own

I am its unwilling
and chosen target
I have never been forgiven
for holding your broken dreams
in my heroin scarred arms

a part of you
has always stalked
always hunted me
down

and now I am
found
and in my
nakedness

my macho pride
has led you
to the feast

that is my weakness

to be devoured
alive
and regain
full conscioussness
is a sadomasochistic
fantasy

for someone
alas
not me

lips of subconscious
bliss
open
and into the
darkness
I go