home

heat and ice alone
tires and flat crumbs corrupting my old home
silence makes me deaf
floating across the world, in gods steps
atrocious reasoning, i fear for all of time.
so loud and dark, i step away
taunting and spitting down my throat with poisoned wine
greasy hearts and sticky prints etched my soul, content with foul play
what have i become.
bastardized
tainted ethics
nothing but pessimism shaped like a plum
parasites and paralyzed
i demand to be carried and moved
satisfying the bellowing thirsty ticks
content only with lethargic screws.
blitheness is  at a crying distance.
reaching till my muscles slowly and lovingly rip.
i want to ride in the sky with the angels.
sad circumstance.
misleading myself to trip.
nothing changes
everything changes
bracelets wrapped among sour bangles.
my crown hurts
consumed with yearning and delusive hope.
winding through my soul, and a screaming chirp.
nobody sees
they dont understand.
why am i so disabled, and numb under gods cruel hand.
flames forcing me to breathe.
just soliciting to the unknown.
for someone to  convey me back to my corrupted home