officially insane for the touch

protruding through the bushes, the eyes of the beast embrace me.
come on, love and honor this creativity..
lonely and bruised.
silent and used.
bereaved and overwhelmed with loathed desires.
breathing and taunting all these unstoppable,  dreamless fires.
icy moutains of monotonous hopes.
creaming cause between my legs , so now u will invoke
dont push, behold this release is what you need
fruitful desire. please wollow indeed
forever in my chamber with every segment dispersed to you.
lovely hope and murderously real
disgusting, dripping drops among this fierceful flew
be with me, only when you choose to release.
so sad indeed, i allow this curse with unreleanting ease
i hate myself, with ever stroke and burn from your touch.
i want to die every second
inside each interval
every minute that i allow your crush
release me, I yearn to strangle the confusion.
fear me now, for I am ultimately drained with weak and dillirious fussion
I want to make u bleed thoroughly, for bringing the pain so fiercefully back.
I will eventually, through every indirect action brought on by your deceiving slack
im sliding.
catch me god, are you there.
i feel spawned from hateful
black
red
and binding.
floating way, after i sliced your heart for breaking mine down to lonely and bare
still transparent and empty from the inside out.
grip my legs, deceit my soul with no spare
i will accept you
open with love and hate from an insolvent soul..
bewailing every night from depression
begging god to take me to the beatiful roses and bowls
why this dreadful fate
desperately wanting to illude this obsession
disguise yourself and run
i will love you always.
hate is closer though, so death is under your sun
i pray for u to take me with you
because life is torture
your so dead to me
soon, i will fulfill this craze