Drowning in my faults.

As I sit here and drown in my faults I think,

 I think about all the people that I have hurt and I drink,

Even though I got their respect that isn’t the fact,

 the fact still remains I still hurt them as I think back,

     So what should I do?

      Which should I choose?

      Will I win or loose?

But that’s not the quiestion in life,

I’ve done this more than twice,

I feel bad inside because of the look on my mothers face,

I feel like I have no place,

Im sorry, God only knows the pain!

I love you MaMa!