~~The Beginning of the End… Was~~

That first day I laid eyes on you,

I had no idea that a few years later

I would have to return,

to the day before we met.

I smile, remembering the day

you held me for the first time,

and the many times

you’ve held me since.

That day you held me,

gave me such a new beginning

inside of a world that

included you.

A world that I had

often dreamt of; and

it was with you.

I believed with all my heart

that I was prepared for you,

not knowing that you

were prepared for me too.

We opened up to one another.

So long I had waited for someone

such as your self, but…

Somewhere along the way

I had to return to where I had been,

hours before I met you.

Only then did I find out that,

the first day with you had

erased all the yesterdays, and

there was nowhere to return to.

Many times, I cried out to you.

You heard me and you chose

to ignore me.

I asked you to allow me to return

To return back to where I had been,

before that first day, when I had

never laid eyes on you.

We fell in love so sincerely,

and together we developed

a full-blown affair.

So once more I attempt

to return to the day before

we met, and…

Once again you’ve become

a figment of my imagination.

You will cross my mind

on those long bitter nights,

and I will think of you,

while you’re somewhere

thinking of me,

and our being alone

from one another

will be so lonely

There will always be

a part of me with you.

And a great part of me will

always be missing