The Worst Is Just Begening!

The Worst Is Just Beginning! (2/21/07) As the seconds pass buy I fill changes in my body That I’ve never felt before. Pissed off half of always, n mixed emotions leading my fillings 2 not being so sure. Unhealthy confusion is making it hard 4 me ta bear. Mom’s crying every night from pain thanking her kids don't even care. Making me fill worthless like a child in the cold. Hurting on the inside from all the lies she's told. Never really knowing why I was chosen 2 live n a world filled with chills. Now mom's going hard with all the arguing then the pills. Left delusional still unhappy and depressed. Thanking when you wakeup from it all everything has left. But no, it’s still here staring you right in the face. Then you start saying shit like I just wanna run away from this place. And that's why I say the worst is just beginning. Because fucked up emotions takeover when your heart starts remending.