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bobbye
Member since April 23, 2012
Member for 14 years, 1 month
To Conquer Fear/ May Contest
I feel sick….Not nauseous, or ill….. just sick
Obsessed with perception and depressed from deception
Mind games…. Mortality…. Morality…. Out of control
Unable to comprehend...to just chill…. And just roll with it
I’m thinking too much… out of touch… out of sync
Head full of bad wiring… I just sit here and blink….
Why can’t I just deal with shit, why can’t I rise up?
To conquer my lunacy, and stand up… JUST FUCKING STAND UP!!!
The fear is paralyzing, and I wish I could shrink
Into something less OBVIOUS, something much less distinct
I feel THICK, I feel disconnected… I wish I could hide
From these feelings I've kept buried deep down inside.
Have you ever felt hopeless???… that there’s really no end
To the feelings that grip you, or the vibe others send?
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I know why I feel this, I know what to do
It’s drastic, it’s desperate, but it’s only too true
I have to break free… my legs now feel steady!!
I know that it’s now…. I hope that I’m ready
Stand up…. Stand UP!! FUCKING STAND UP ….. DO IT NOW!!!
And I do it… and I realize…. That was easy……. Somehow…..
bobbye’s timeline
- April 2022
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23 SatAnniversary
10 years of membership
- May 2019
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15 WedReceived a critique
on To Conquer Fear/ May Contest from @scribbler
"Welcome back to the asylum lol. Your poem is rawly intense and the end came as a bit of a surprise as I was expecting the protagonist to suicide. Now a few things. I see you have entered this in this month's contest. Th…" -
15 WedReceived a critique
on To Conquer Fear/ May Contest from @scribbler
"Welcome back to the asylum lol. Your poem is rawly intense and the end came as a bit of a surprise as I was expecting the protagonist to suicide. Now a few things. I see you have entered this in this month's contest. Th…" -
10 Fri
- April 2017
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23 SunAnniversary
5 years of membership
- April 2013
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23 TueAnniversary
One year of membership
- February 2013
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18 MonFirst publication
To Conquer FEAR
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18 Mon
- April 2012
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23 MonJoined Neopoet
Membership begins
First poem published 302 days later.
About Me
Half-assed, poet, song writer, singer and guitar player who also happens to be a Corporate Monkey. Not always free to share pure thought in my day to day so it helps to do it here
Location: United States
The old boring standards
Poe
Chaucer
Shel Silverstein
Twain
Recently developed an affinity for Tarriona Ball
and have always appreciated Mums da Schermer
AKA Craig Grant for his ability to be angry and insightful at the same time
Recent Work
Contest Wins
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