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Glimmers is that all I deserve?
Happiness given and taken away in a glance, as if it was never truly there.
These fleeting moments of euphoria, sharply & promptly replaced by irrevocable devastation, manifesting its hold on me like a cancer growing.
Drawing its power prolific emotions, gaining in strength with every word spoken, and dragging me under, like undercurrents, ripping away every shred of happiness ever felt, eventually pulling you into the dark engulfing abyss of Disappointment, sadness and heartbreak.
Unlike happiness they follow me around like a plague, that’s no cure and unrelenting in its conviction, crippling me in its grip, never letting me go.
Do I not deserve more than a glimmer?