I SAW THE MAN WHO KILLED ME

i saw the man who gave end to my life..
he's so lonely at the time i died..
feel obsessed that he did not mind,
just turn crying by my side..

felt overused to problems, he uttered no words to speak..
with his face turning dimmed, he's really depressed
of unrest in his life that he did not find
time to touch the approaching light..

i then wondered if he's not that bad
i knew his reason of killing me was just a stroke of his heart,
but it was always a question that why he should
end my life just because of his drowning mood?

i can't believe he can kill me with his own hands,
twice the puzzle of showing his regrets after what he had done..
that lonely man..i could clearly see..
the man who made me rest forever....his name is ME..