suicide isnt worth it

Isn't it amazing how much pain someone can go through,how much pain someone can put another through?A boy sits in his room after school woth a knife to his wrist and thinks to himself,"Man what would it be like to feel no more pain?To finally feel loved?To be in the clouds and look down at every jerk that ever did anything to anyone,that made fun of the way she dressed,or made fun of the way he looked,or made fun of her weight?What would it feel like to say goodbye to every problem that ever haunted me?What would it feel like to be dead?"so he digs that knife in to his wrist and says 'hey you know what,that doesnt hurt."so he digs deeper,Now there will never be a sad face again,but there will never be another happy face either,i'll never have to deal with the jerks who put me through hell again,But i'll never see the ones who love me again either.What the hell did I just do!, as everyone stands around his grave,And he is already up there looking down,he feels tears in his eyes,and thinks to himself,what did I do?why did I do this?look at every single person I just hurt so bad,but if they only knew what it was like to go to school and have to eat lunch alone in the bathroom,or to go to school and have people swarmed around you leaving you no way out,or to go home and have your parents not even ask how your day was even if you knew you were just gonna lie about it anyway,Or to go to school and have your body slammed into lockers,leaving bruises on your ribs,or to open your locker knoing there were a dozen hte note of the day waiting to be read.there was of course other ways out of this,this one just seemed the most real.now i know what it feels like to not feel pain,to say goodbye to every problem that ever haunted me,and now I finally know what it feels like to feel loved,and now that im looking dwn at every jerk tht every bugged me,I pray that no one takes this way out.

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                                                                                                                    -Poet_Laurete-