How I feel

I live like a vampire,stalking the night

Unable to rest, until morning light

Confined to the darkness, unable to break free

Every waking moment , spent with no one but me

The hours are long, and lonely am I

Sometimes I feel, as if I could die

How much longer do I have to wait

Until I am free, from this horrible fate

"When the kids are all grown" you say things will be okay

 I can join in the living and start enjoying  the day

I pray I can make it through this for heavens sake

For I am not sure how much more of the darkness my spirit can take

Being a parent is a very hard job, the sacrifices me make for our children we would not make for anyone else.  I have to work nights(which I hate) because of my kids and fiances scheduals.I stay up all night alone with noone to talk to on my nights off.   I would do anything for my kids but WOW how I would love to be able to live in the daytime again. Not much longer until my daughter will be old enough to put herself on the bus and I will again be able to work in the daytime and  feel like a living person. :)  It’s lonely in the dark.