The Sound Of Silence

(The Sound Of Silence) BY. MACHADA AKA VANILLA 8/12/07 I COULD NEVER TELL YOU HOW I FELT ABOUT YOU, BECAUSE I WAS ALWAYS 2 AFRAID. IT HURTS ME LOOKIN BACK ON ALL THE FOULTS YOU AND HER MADE. YOU SAID IT WAS BECAUSE OF ME, YOU SAID IT WAS SOMETHIN I DID. I HEARD EM' SAY AFTER 18 YEARS, YOU DIDENT EVEN WANT ME AS A KID! THAT SHIT HURTS LIKE HELL, I MEAN IT REALLY DOES! YOU HAD ME NOT LIKIN MYSELF BECAUSE I SEEN (YOU) HATING THE PERSON I WAS. NEVER GOT THE LOVE AND ATTENTION THAT I NEEDED FROM YOU. I WAS ANGRY 4 THE LONGEST BUT IM NOT ANYMORE BECAUSE THIS LITTLE SEED FINELY GOT SUN AND GREW. I NEVER SAID ANYTHANG, I NEVER TOLD YOU HOW I FELT. NO ONE REALLY KNOWS ALL THE AGUNY AND PAIN I REALLY DELT. I JUST WANTED YOU 2 LOVE ME, I JUST WANTED YOU THERE. I SEE DADDY’S GIRL’S SMILING SAIN’ TO MYSELF THAT'S JUST NOT FAIR. I WISH THAT WAS ME, I WISH I HAD THAT. NOT A SIZE ZERO SO YOU CONSEDERD ME FAT. I FELT UGLY, STUPID, AND UNWANTED BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU MAY THINK IT'S ALL BULL SHIT, BUT 2 BE HOUNEST IT'S TRUE! I NEVER WAS GOOD ENOUGH 4 YOU. BECAUSE I DIDENT GRADUATE FROM SCHOOL. SO YOU SAY, SHE'S JUST ANOTHER YOUNG GIRL THAT'S TURND INTO A FOOL. BUT WHY COULDENT YOU JUST ACCEPT ME 4 ME? WHY COULDENT YOU JUST GIVE ME A MOMENT AND SAY IM PROUD OF YOU? THEN HERIN' GOD TELL ME SOME PPL JUST HAVE TO MUCH PRIDE AND SAYIN SORRY IS JUST SOMETHIN THEY CAIN’T DO. BUT ONE THANGS 4 SURE I'M GONNA SUCCEED, IM GONNA STAND STRONG. AND IF YOU DON’T LOVE ME SO WHAT BECAUSE GOD DOES AND HE'LL NEVER DO ME WRONG. SO NEVER AGAIN SHALL I FEAR. BECAUSE NOW SILENCE IS THE SOUND THAT I HEAR....