Looseing it all

With fear raceing thru me like a lightening bolt in a thunder storm.

I sit and I wonder what will happen..

Tears rolling down my face like a water fall over the side of a mountin..

I sit and I wonder what will happen..

 My insides feeling like a shakeing leaf on a tree during a windy day..

I sit and I wonder what will happen..

Unsure if i can make it thru all that is happening..

I sit and I wonder what what will happen..

Will I still have a place to lay my head soon..

I sit and I wonder what will happen..

Will I still have a car to call my own.

I sit and I wonder what will happen..

Will I have anything that is any longer mine..

I sit and wonder what will happenn..

I fear I will loose everything..

I sit and I wonder what will happen..

With the loss of being able to figure things back out so I can survive..

I sit and I wonder what will happen..

Everything started out so good for me..

I never wondered what would happen..

My own place to make as I saw fit...

I never wondered what would happen..

With the excitment of picking out my own things..

I never wondered what would happen..

Now I sit and I look around knowing I could loose my home..

Loose my car and loose my freedom..

I sit around and I fear what will happen..

I could loose my life..