I HATE YOU

I HATE what you’ve done to me!

“Oh, but it made you stronger”
No, FUCK that!!

You abused me
mocked me
shamed me
betrayed me.
You liar!
You cheater!
You’re hateful in all that you do

I wish I’d never met you
I wish you didn’t exist!

The way you purse your lips when you’re mad
And laugh in my face when you hurt me
It makes me sick to my stomach.

You used me for your own image
and knocked me down until I had nothing,
no one but you.

I trusted you and you shoved it down my throat.
You made me believe that you were the only one I could depend on.
Turns out, you were the snake in the goddamn garden.

I HATE you for what you did to me
and who you made me become.

I HATE that I have to look over my shoulder at every turn.
I'm looking for you everywhere just to make sure Im safe.

I'm just trying to live my fucking life
But I’ve already drank the poison
And now I'm left to rot.