Dear Pain

I have suffered through hell and back with you,
you have become my best friend,

you have attached yourself to me,
and I can’t let you go,
sometimes I think you’re not with me when I’m smiling at three.

Thinking the world can’t hurt me, so,
I let my guard down but then again you show me why I shouldn’t,

you show me that behind everything you will always be with me,
I hurt I cry then I’m back in line,
the line that takes me back around to all the successI had
and throws it away,

so I have to regain everything once again,
now all I do is cry and feel worthless inside,

I wish there was a guide to help me, keep up my pride
Instead of letting it down every time a boy makes me cry.

I wish I could meet a really good guy to treat me like a dime in his life
He could be my high,
wait never mind this is where pain reminds me who I am

Who’s going to be there at the end of the day,
stressed over my head.
Pain, pain, pain is telling me to keep it in,
Keep them tears inside my head

One day we will be free of pain ones again you have shown me,
why I shouldn’t stop here,
why I should keep trying every day,
so, I can regain all the joy I once lost for me, with me
so no one can break me.